30 June 2007

Still not sleeping...may be delirious...addicted to online browsing






(Back in the good old days, when she couldn't escape...)
Need to sleep...need to sleep...

Mac is in her new bed and sometimes she sleeps, but she goes to bed late and gets up early and it is driving me crazy! and now i have to sit with her in order to have her fall asleep. it is so stressful. and now i'm so used to waking up that sometimes I can't sleep even when she does. i'm sick, tired, and a bit delirious. which is making me a little crazy. i guess it's good practice for the newbornd days ahead, but i was hoping to stockpile my sleep to make it through.

I'm also addicted to online shopping. i don't actually buy anything -- i just pick things out and put them in my cart. i think that it is part of the nesting instinct, since most of the things that i pick out have to do with babies. or maybe it is b/c i know i can't really go shopping since we're saving money, so this is how i get my kicks?